like it says, im having brain surgery, yet again, and will be gone for a bit. i wont be allowed to read, watch tv, or be on the comp. in other words ill be bored to tears! im not sure how long ill be gone. it will be determined on how well the surgery goes n how well i do after the fact.

for those of you whove known for for nearly 3 yrs now, youll remember this happening before. yes, this is the same surgery for the same thing. for those of you who havent known me for that long, i have a brain tumor. i had it removed the last day of may in '06 and they got all of it at that time. over that time it has completely grown back and seems to be aggressive. im having new symptoms from the last one. this includes memory loss and the inability to move my already useless legs (im in a wheelchair for those who dont know, but i could move my legs). the seizures have also increased; along with this and the memory loss is the reason i havent been on in a while. still have some memory loss to a point, so i apologize if i seem not to recognize or remember anyone. you need only to remind me, n maybe several times.

the surgery is tuesday, it was bumped up a day. i am leaving for little rock this saturday. monday i being testing, which is normally over the span of 2 days, but theres no time for that time. the following day is the surgery, dec 2. i will be in the hospital for a while, determining on how well im doing, at least 2 weeks. so ill more then likely be there on my b'day. after im released and allowed to go home, ill be going to stay with my dad, as i wont be allowed to be left alone. ill be there through the new yr. the plan is to come back home mid jan to start back classes, but that doesnt mean ill be allowed to get on the comp.

since i dont know when ill talk to you all again, hope you al have a great holiday(s)!!!! take care and have fun for me!